20061031
sodon'tgiveitaway
now, if i wrote you a love note, and made you smile with every word i wrote; what would you do? this ring here represents my heart, and everything that you've been waiting for. i can see us on the countryside, sitting on the grass, laying side by side, you could be my baby. ain't gotta do nothing crazy. see, all i want you to do is be my love.when does it happen? when u decide that you have stopped missing someone? when it used to be so great. when if you went a day without talking to that person you'd feel empty; like something was missing in your soul. when just thinking or looking at a simple msg would make you smile. when just sitting beside the person could feel so right. i guess the missing never stops. so i'm just wondering when did things change? because nowsdays, things aren't how i had pictured them to be: you, me, happy. its impossible now.. it seemed like i always fell short.and you may say otherwise, but why didn't you show it? show that i meant everything to you to everyone. i know you, but i don't. so i guess this, ironically, really is a i-miss-your-ass-very-much post. you don't see it, but i do miss you so, so much that sometimes when i think bout what we had, i feel the same hollowness as when you left. and being just a friends somehow doesnt measure up to that. and its really tough acting like i don't love you anymore. because i do. but you don't want me, so wat else is there to say? i guess itll be better if i just shove it away and go back to the start.
; 13:53
